throw up

I think that Im a compulsive overeater.
I was reading about mental illnessesand I saw this thing on compulsive eaters. I fit the discription perfectly. I HATE MYSELF!!!! I HATE FOOD! Im SO frustrated right now!!!! I dont know what to do!!

I just threw up 2day. It was my first REAL time throwing up and only a little came up. But what freaked me out is that a little bit of blood came up, is that natural???

I saw this icon that said: Nothing tastes as good as being thing feels.
I just tell myself this whenever i want 2 eat. amazingly it sorta helps

I have been trying to throw up after every meal for the past two days. Nothings coming up!
I’m thinking about trying to go on a diet pill, but those things are so shity for you.
IDK, I mean I try to starve myself and I just end up eaing a ton >:(
Do you have to be a certian age to buy diet pills?