get her back

So, I accomplished this goal. And I was quite happy I did. Yet, I’m in the same predicament again. Very similar situation, but I think I’m going to apply a different approach this time. I love her, so I’m not going to give up on this goal. She means everything to me and I don’t think I could ever give up this goal unless she proved to me that she couldn’t love me. In which case, I would just have to continue being there for her and loving her.

I’ve known her for over four years, dating on and off. The longest I went without talking to her was for 10 months because we were fighting…some of the same things we’re fighting about now. I love her. I really do. I have since the day I met her. Love at first sight, true for me. I said a lot of things that I regret to her and things would be so much different now if I hadn’t. I think about her constantly…and I have to place her to the side of my mind because I know she doesn’t want to talk to me right now. She says she needs time and space, she doesn’t even know if she loves me anymore. I’m scared…I have so much faith in us and so little faith in myself to wait.

I’ve held on this long through thick and thin. And I mean VERY thin. If I have to wait another 10 months or longer, so be it. But I love her and I’m going to…With all my heart I’m going to wait for her and be there for her when she needs me. She said she would contact me. I believe it…for once, I do believe it. But it will be forever until she does…

I’ve gotta be strong, stronger than anyone in love ever has. And now; now is the time I have to be strongest. Now is the time I have to love her the most while not being there. And I will…