grow old disgracefully

I’m ok now.

I have to re-open this goal. Seems in the last few weeks I’ve lost some ground. My last entry went like this:

I’m going to mark this done. The whole idea for me was to let go of other people’s expectations and care less about perceptions. Done. Hopefully, I’ll continue to do this.

Lately, I’ve found myself preoccupied with other peoples preceptions. I’m not to sure were this is coming from. I guess I’m just going through a bad spell. I’ll read through my past entries and the other people with this goal’s entries. Maybe that will get me back on track.

I’m going to mark this done. The whole idea for me was to let go of other people’s expectations and care less about perceptions. Done. Hopefully, I’ll continue to do this.

I’d bet if I let go of these images of what a 31 year old should be like I’d be much happier. In some ways I am sooooooo far behind. In other ways I feel elderly. I haven’t felt my age since I was about 6 or 7. I’ve always felt both to far ahead and to far behind. So what the heck! I’m throwing out the their schedule and going with my schedule.