make a decision

Starting this very moment I’m going to stop hmmm-ing and hawwww-ing over things. In my mind, I’m like I was like a hamster on one of those wheels, running, wearing himself out yet getting no where. Constantly, with the back and forth, analyzing and second guessing it has got to stop. It has stopped; today.

That I need to see on my list everyday. I’ve gotten better at making decisions but I’d like to make them faster.

You see, one of my worst habits is hemming and hawing over choices for years. Not really decieding on any one thing or going back and forth on thngs.

As the days turn to weeks, and the weeks turn to years, I realize I could have done 2 or 3 those things in the time I spent trying to deciede which one to do. Does that make sense?

About two years ago I realized what going on. All those years I’d been paralyzed by fear. A fear of making wrong choices. In a nut shell; as long as I wasn’t making a decision, I wasn’t making the wrong descion.

Maybe I should change the name of this goal to stop being so afraid of being wrong.