change

“Science is a wonderful thing if one does not have to earn one’s living at it.” Einstein.
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One of the most wrongful things a person can do to himself or his life is work solely for the sake of money. This is exactly what I have been doing for almost 5 months and what I also need to change and stop complaining about.

Change…this word frightens some people for it implies courage and action and probably include abandoning comfortable living patterns. It also used to frighten me in the past but not any more. I decided to get serious about practically interpreting this word into actions. I do not want to die with the music still in me.

“To abandon a comfortable lifestyle that isn’t deeply fulfilling is to abandon nothing.” Steve Pavlina.

Recently, I’ve been reading so many self-help article that fueled my raging will with more motives and reasons to change what I do for living. It’s not like I’ve become aware of the extreme necessity of change but I have become aware that I am wasting time to no avail…but money. Those articles helped me see that all that I was doing was postpone action for no convincing reasons at all.

So what’re the convincing reasons to change what I am doing for living, they are as follows:—I know many of the are the same.

1. I am not having fun doing it.
2. I feel underchallenged by it; I feel that I can do far more than that…there’s actually no way to compare.
3. I feel figuratively buried doing it.
4. It’s not nowhere near what I have always wanted to do.
5. Doing it make me feel like I betrayed myself.
6. Doing it means selling my dreams.
7. Doing it means letting myself down and I can’t keep letting myself and betraying it like that.

So what are the proper serious step towards changing what I do for living. Would it be a surprise if I pointed here.

Q. Why?

A. I don’t feel satisfied with my life or the way I am living. Most of the time I get disappointed with myself. I see the growing number of things and dreams that I need to do and accomplish and instantly get drowned with my paralysis. I need to change as I want to stop being paralyzed in the face my dream. I don’t want to let myself down. I wanna be in control of my life again. I wanna irrigate my desires with accomplishment, deeds and success. I need to feel truly and genuinely alive by feeling my power of being capable of changing. I don’t want to be like Egypt now. I wanna be liberated and not be imprisoned anymore.

Q. How?

1. Courage, boldness and daring.
2. Eradicate my illusions and fears.
3. Take notice of the signs of my life and learn from them.
4. Love and trust myself more.
5. Stop being the enemy with myself.
6. Acknowledge my strengths and get convinced of my powers, talents and uniqueness.
7. Stay in the company og my brainpower.
8. The final touch; just do it.

Q. What?

A....

• Change is like learning; both require a great deal of courage.
• Without change something within us sleeps that seldom awakens.”
  – from Dune by Frank Herbert