stop obsessing

My “friend” that is…I just have to let it go….I just don’t know how because I am so devastated over the complete turn around. I am so sorry to lose a friend…I can’t seem to get over it…I really thought that maybe we would have talked by now…On the other hand, I am afraid to talk to him at the same time. I have never in my whole life been betrayed by someone who I really thought was a really decent human being. I was that wrong? I just can’t seem to get past it.

For I tend to obsess over many things. For example, if someone gets mad at me or hurts my feelings, I will go over and over it again in my mind. I try to figure out Why they are mad or if there was something I could do to prevent it. I spend Way too much time thinking about it and it is just not worth that much of my time! I think that with all of the Important stuff that is going on in my life right now, I am Finally realizing that “sweating the small stuff” just is Not worth it!!! If someone Flips Me Off at the stop light…So What!!! That is Their problem not mine and if I did make a mistake…I am Sorry!!!! No one is perfect…so time to contol my thought life and move on!!!