Kay in Philadelphia is doing 20 things including…

post lyrics here that reflect my current mood


 

Kay has written 6 entries about this goal

Almost Lover 23 months ago

Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you’d want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I’m trying not to think about you
Can’t you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should’ve known you’d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images

No

Well, I’d never want to see you unhappy
I thought you’d want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I’m trying not to think about you
Can’t you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should’ve known you’d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you’re gone and I’m haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I’m trying not to think about you
Can’t you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you’d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do



Just So You Know 2 years ago

I shouldn’t love you but i want to
I just can’t turn away
I shouldn’t see you but i can’t move
I can’t look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i’m not
Cause i don’t know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can’t help it
I wont sit around
I can’t let him win now
Though you should know
I’ve tryed my best to let go of you
But i don’t want to
I just gotta say it all before you go
Just so you know

It’s gettin hard to
Be around you
Theres so much i can’t say
And do you want me to hide the feelings
And look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i’m not
Cause i don’t know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can’t help it
I wont sit around
I can’t let him win now
Though you should know
I’ve tryed my best to let go of you
But i don’t want to
I just gotta say it all before you go
Just so you know

This emptyness is killin me
I’m wonderin why i’ve waited so long
Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken
Now i’m waitin here
Been waitin here

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can’t help it
I wont sit around
I can’t let him win now
Though you should know
I’ve tryed my best to let go of you
But i don’t want to
I just gotta say it all before you go
Just so you know



For How Long? 2 years ago

There’s a lit cigarette in the hand of my new angel
she’s blowing smoke like halos, and now everybody wants her
but I shouldn’t even bother
because you made me so complete dear, but you left me so alone here
hang a noose for my new sinner somewhere everyone can see it

wont you beg me and then tell me how to love you
like anybody else would
I know you’re risking failure (risking failure)
go run for cover (for how long)
you better start to love her so much youre moving on and on

now there’s a whole wide world…that wants to know
have cheap hotels lost their turn-on? she’s bathing in the neon
and she’s polluting all the airways while I’m passed out in the hallway
and you left me so in love here, you left with so much hate dear
was I creating only chaos this world lives just fine without us wont you?

beg me and then tell me how to love you
like anybody else would
I know you’re risking failure (risking failure)
go run for cover (for how long)
you better start love her so much youre moving on and on

will it change your life if I change my mind?
when she’s lit the whole wide world
I want to know if you will beg me and then tell me how to love you
like anybody else would
I know you’re risking failure, (risking failure) but I’d hope you set your levels (for how long)
so you can run for cover
you better start to love her
now are we this pathetic? you made me finally see it
(will it change your life when I change my mind, will it change your mind when I change my life)

go run for cover
you better start to love her so much you’re moving on
I’m so pathetic, you made me finally see it
got what you want? I’m gone

for how long? for how long? for how long will it change your life?



It's Not Fault 2 years ago

There were rapid statements,
About life commitments,
A sense of heat that I couldn’t bare to touch,
I couldn’t bare it.
It’s not your fault so please stop your crying now,
It’s not your fault so please stop your crying now,
Please stop your crying now.
There was staring and seclusion,
In almost all directions,
A sense of heat that I couldn’t bare to touch,
No, I couldn’t bare it.
Now you, wait for, something, to cure this,
It’s not your fault so please stop your crying now,
It’s not your fault so please stop your crying,
It’s not your fault.
It’s not your fault so please stop your crying now



Take Me There 2 years ago

I wanna know, everything about you.
What makes you who you are, tell me what your story is.
And I wanna go, down every road you’ve been.
Where your hopes and dreams and wishes live, where you keep the rest of your life hid.
I wanna know that person behind that pretty stare.
Take me there.



It's okay that we're dying 2 years ago

It’s okay that we’re dying,
And I was trying to disappear,
But you got me wrapped around you
I can hardly breathe without you
I got lost in your eyes now,
You brought me down to size now.



 

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