stop being anorexic

Yes. I DO want to stop being anorexic! my case is getting serious…my classmates worry about me and my friends trick me OR force-feed me into eating! When i was born, I weighed 1 pound(i was P-M); i could fit in my dad’s hand!(I’m not kidding; my dad has hands bigger than my face!) And that’s not all: My skin was blue! And, even worse:
a) I lost all my baby fat when i got home from being in the hospital for what, 4 months??(i survived on a machine)
b) I’m STILL alive! I’m suffering because when i’m hungry i DON’T want to eat! I can’t! Food makes me sick just from thinking about it!
The only food I eat is: Cotton candy and soda-crackers!
Some people (like the people who want to do this) don’t eat anything but drink water..Even 12 yr old girls! It’s a weird world out there…and i’m encouraging other people that ARE anorexic to eat, but it’s a disease; and I can’t even make MYSELF eat!! Please help me…. :-(