She stands curious
and he is standing infront of her dont know where to start
she starts to feel worried
and he is saying what he wanted to say from the time he decided to meet her today
which is “we’re not good for each other..you will find a better person”
she is shocked wondering what could be the reason for what he said
and he shows his sad face..then goes away!
She keeps staring at him giving her his back and walk away..till he disappears from her sight!
she starts walking in the opposite direction to make sure she wont meet him
her hurt is getting deeper and deeper..which made her feel like dying
she cant see anymore from the tears that filled her eyes
she cant think about anything other than him..she hears nothing
except his voice and the sentence that turned her life from heaven into hell!!
She runs..as fast as she could..thinking that running will get rid of that memory
she keeps on saying why??what happened?? I loved him so much!!
then she stops!!
trying to take her breath after running for a long time
asking herself the questions that she was supposed to ask from the day she met him!!
did he love me??
when he said “I love you too”..did he really mean it??
she still cant figure out!!
but the only thing that she knows..is that he prefered to be with someone else
and leave her with her pain
she stayed up all night
thinking about the beautiful and happy days that made her smile impossible to erase
then…she thought about something..
she said”I dont need to hate him!! I should thank him..at least one day he was a reason for my happiness!!I will forget him and live my life happily!!..I lived before him and I will live after him..nothing deserves a tear from my eyes..why should I cry when he’s laughing right now? I deserve more than him…and he losed me..losed me forever”
finally she went to sleep with a smile on her face and a tear falling from her eyes onto her pillow!
THE END
