dance to the beat of my own drum

Oh, pick me! Pick me!

LMFAO

What the hell am I thinking? I was never one to back down from a dance opportunity, on a STAGE no less!

Guess who was doing the can-can??? My camera batteries died, sorry, no pics this time.

And, BTW, I ROCKED!!!

My current client is a Fortune 500 kind of place, 1,398 mil in revenue 2nd Q this year.

Big deal kind of place and it’s absolutely crawling with big wigs and suits.

I have an 8 AM meeting every freaking day.

Most days I leave the house in a fog, I am NOT a morning person, and I have to leave soooooo early.

Today, I get there, and I have no shoes. LMFAO

I usually keep a spare pair in the car. But not today. No, today, nothing.

What was I supposed to do? It’s pre-8 AM. No stores are open. 62 miles from home. And no shoes on my feet.

So I just walked right in.

Good thing I’m flippin brilliant or else I might have had problems LOL

Sometimes dancing to someone else’s drum is FUN!!! I miss it.

_{I soooooo need to get dancing more often}

Be still.

Can you hear it?

It’s rhythm is mesmerizing. I must follow it.

What? You don’t hear that?

Maybe I should take my drum and go home then…

Love ME or stay out of my way.

I dance to the beat of my own drum, I don’t know how to do anything else. I go throw life my way, your limits and rules don’t mean a thing to me. Why do you try to stop my dance? If you don’t like it, stay out of my way.

I am creative, I am interesting, I am independant, I am unpredictable. This is all part of my charm.

Now… why would you want to change the very things that make me, ME???

Get to know me. REALLY know me! The more you understand me, the less threatened you will feel. I don’t do things to piss you off or make your life difficult. I just don’t know HOW else to be. Give me the benifit of the doubt sometimes.

And you know… YOU might just learn something too. Maybe YOU need to get in touch with your inner gypsy? Maybe you need to chill the fuck out once in awhile? Perhaps your life could be enhanced with a little more adventure, a little more passion, dare I say it, a little more drama???

Hey, I gotta be me. I can’t change me, if YOU are not strong enough to be with me, stay out of my way!

“Just because you have mundane responsibilities doesn’t mean you can’t have fun.”

Oddly enough, I had a conversation recently, “I’m tired of being the responsible one”. I guess responsible is alright, someone has to pay the bills, clean the house, make dinner, etc… What I really need is some more fun while being responsible :)

_{responsible fun? Is that even possible?}

Be proud of going against the crowd and making your own way through your life.

Or it is that I’ve shot myself in the foot?

And I’m gonna be surly.

Fair warning… Don’t like it? Don’t read it. Simple.

I have to respect myself enough to hear my song and dance my dance.

When I learn to do this, I will dance. I will not continue to march on like a retarded zombie on crack. Yeah, you read that right, retarded zombie on crack.

I’m not an addict. I will not continue to obsess like one.

Although I feel like it inside, I’m not dead.

And dancing to someone else’s song is just retarded.

Retarded zombie on crack… Done with that.