keep my virginity until I'm married

Where do you find a guy who is willing to wait? Its so impossible to find one. Once they know I want to wait they leave. Or should I try a kind of open relationship where he can sleep with other women but just not me? And what is the deal with sexual compatibility which people believe should be known before marriage?
I don’t want to expect much but I do hope if I do get married he will appreciate the fact that I waited for him because guys nowadays don’t really seem to care anymore.

This may turn out to be the hardest thing on my list. But then again I have stayed 24years. The best way to do this is when you have a good solid reason for it. What are my reasons: well I can say I’m a Christian, I can say my culture and my experiences have made me think that its better to wait.

I have also realized that it is a lot easier to keep your viriginity when you are not dating anyone. You just concentrate on other aspects of your life. But like that you end up being lonely at times. What makes it even harder to keep my virginity is the society which does not seem to care. The hardest would be if I ever fall in love with someone and that person takes advantage of that fact.

I’ve always wanted it to be special and to be with my true love.