Allow my husband to be himself without any criticization

...was a hard day…

I was very bitchy. It was hot, and we stayed inside all day. Babe gets mad when we don’t do anything on a off day.

But we don’t have much money, and I want to save all the money I can for his birthday.

And any cheap ideas wind up being stupid to me…

And him most times…

He started to complain after I woke up from my nap. It was 6:30, he said the day was gone. I said that he could go and do whatever he want I wouldn’t be mad.

I just want him to be happy but I come off as bitchy.

I calmed down though, we finished cleaning and we drove away. Tried to find some apartments. Didn’t succeed, ate a frosty. It was lovely, we made peace.

He said he would like to do things on his off days (our off days), but he would really like to do things with me.

That made my day…

God please let me accomplish this goal!

I’m doing okay in this area. I try to shake the negative comments about my husband out of my mind. Not like I’m always thinking them, but when I do I strive to force them out.

It’s been working.

I hope he notices soon.

I’ve also been trying to be more “wife-ly” to him. He deserves it, he works hard and he loves me hard.

I’d do anything for this man.

<3

When he drives, when he goes out, when he laughs, when he dances…

For some reason I can’t help criticizing my husband, of course I’m joking but I can see it hurts him…a lot. This is something I want to do for our marriage, because I never want him to be self conscious around me.