WELL IM NEW TO THIS SITE AND FOR ME TOO SEE THAT IM NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO HAS THE OMG WERES MY LIFE GOING CONVERSATIONS WITH HIMSELF MAKESS ME FEEL KINDAGOOD">GOOD...IV’E HAD ABOUT THREE SERIOUS ONES IM TALKIN, ONE WITH A BUCKET OF TEARS AND THE OTHER TWO SELF ISOLATION WAS MY ANSWER…I HAVE TRIED SUICIDE (ONCE)BUT AFTER THE HOSPITAL AND THE THERAPY LESSONS I REALISED I DO WANNA LIVE AND DEATH IS NOT AN OPTION BUT STILL THAT WAS WHEN I WAS 17 AND NOW IM 18 IN 2007 AND I STILL CANT GET A CLEAR VISION ON WERE MY LIFE WILL END UP…BUT THE THING ABOUT ME IS IM NOT JUST SOME UGLY LOSER COMPUTER GEEK GUY WITH KNO LIFE I MEAN IF U SAW ME IN THE STREET U WOULD THINK IM JUST ANOTHER WILD TEEN CHILLIN WITH NO WORRIES BUT IT’S JUST A MASK I WEAR FOR MY FREINDS AND OTHERS AND THAT I THINK ISS THE WORST KINDA DEPPRESSION BEACAUSE BEHIND MY SMILE IM SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS BUT I COULD NEVA LET IT BE HEARD EVERY DAY I FEEL MYSELF ROTTING FROM THE INSIDE OUT, I DREAM DAILY OF MAGICAL LAMPS AND OTHER THINGS THAT COULD GIVE ME WISHES SO THAT I MAY WISH MY LIFE A NEW BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY IT’S ALWAYS THE SAME AND EVEN WHILE I AM O YOUNG I FEAR THAT IT IS BECOMING 2 LATE FOR ME TA DO ANYTHING ABOUT THIS LIFE I LOVE7HATE SO MUCH…
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IT'S TIME!!!!
2 years ago
