Live Without Fear

I have broken my fears… except of spiders and zombies… those still got me… but fear of men, being attacked, rejection, physical pain, all of that… I don’t worry about it so much… if at all.

I have some much right now… I am happy right now… I am waiting for the bottom to fall out. I am scared of that. It doesn’t dictate my actions. I just noticed it… that I was waiting for the bad news. I need to quash this stuff ASAP!!!

I fear nothing. I am strong and I am happy. I deserve everything I want and I can do whatever I want. Worrying is pointless and whatever happens is going to happen, que cera, cera. There’s nothing I can do about it and I need to just continue living.

conquered my fears. I don’t let myself have the luxury of fear anymore. Its hard to say though. Because I have been doing this for only a month, there abouts. It easy to be brave and live without fear for a while but how about longer? I like not being afraid! It rocks!!!

So I have lived not without fear I am still scared alot but I ignore my fear. Its all worked out with my recklessness, but eventually, you know, it is gonna backfire in my face. It may have already so lesson learned…: Just because you are scared of something doesn’t mean you should do it. But If you wanna do something don’t let fear stop you. So I guess the secert is to not let fear interfer in any of your decisions. Right?

I lived without fear yesterday… I mean I was scared but I did what I wanted to do regardless of me being scared. I think that is the first step to overcoming the fear, ignoring it eh? Anyway, I rode on a motorcycle and it was great… there were other things yesterday too that I am greatly proud of my horribly shy self for doing too!!! Should do this without fear thing (ignoring it) for much more often!!! :-)I have been slowly ignoring my fear throughout the week now that I think about it. I drove a long time without freaking out and I spoke to people without feeling a fool. Its been going great!!!