read previous entry of mine.
3 years ago
just needed to get away from him
its worth doing life gets better.
Tarasha has written 3 entries about this goal
Doing a lot better
3 years ago
Well since this thing i wanna do is stop doing drugs let me just say i haven’t done any since May 16th! i didn’t get high on my birthday…but ppl tried to. Just wanted to say i’m growin out of that phase.
11 months
3 years ago
Weed sucked for awhile i hated the burning sensation my throat got. But after 4:20 last night wow that shit was really good. i use to laugh all the time. I was the type of person who didn’t need drugs to have a great time or be happy. high on life i called it but now its like weed = temperary sanity for me.
I took a zanex then smoke weed 4 times in a row. I was laughing having the time of my life. i want to stop and be me. but with that feeling it gave me shit i don’t want to stop that bad. I woke up today and really out loud i said fuck this shit is stupid! i mean again my mind ran like 600,000 miles a min. and i hated it. when i smoked last night i looked at everything and was like wow. someone cussed me out and i laughed. if i hadn’t smoked i would of went to jail. so maybe weed is okay?
