embrace my godhood

This is just what I’ve been thinking of. It’s simplistic, but straight forward. I like it.
http://www.dumblittleman.com/2008/05/7-ways-to-have-greatest-day-of-your.html

Through a series of ‘coincidences’ I found myself at http://www.leagueofsatanists.com/roundtable.html
I’m rather… well… disgusted. These folks are talking about trying to do exactly what I am drawn to. But fuck all if I’m ever going to call myself a “satanist”. That’s just reactionary anti-Christian negativity. There is no higher direction in being lefthanded or self-serving or resentful. I’m working to overcome my own resentfulness toward christians and my parents and other things. And these guys who cling to it with the name they take for themselves don’t even see how they fail. Yuck.

I’ve been feeling this more and more every day. Sometimes I can feel the future just laid out before me. I see wheels turning. Big ones. Like on a global scale. Not just my future, but “The future”. I am… God in motion…