trust

Part of my problem is wanting to be with someone who gives me reasons not to trust him.

The first step in learning to trust people is learning which people are deserving of trust. I haven’t been on 43 things for awhile and in that time I have taken someone out of my life that I will never be able to trust. And I feel good. I don’t have someone in my life who constantly lets me down, who gives me vague answers, who only wants me around when it’s convenient for him.

Also in this time I have found someone who has every right to have my trust. And slowly I am learning what it is to fully trust a person, especially a significant other.

It is a very, very good feeling.

I have an EXTREMELY hard time trusting people. I’ve had people in the past give me good reasons for not being trustful. But I don’t like that there are some people in my life that I never gave a chance… even though they truly deserved one. I want to learn to be more trustful, especially of those I love.