Be more optimistic

Hmm… following on from my last entry, the guy I mentioned, I’ve not seen or spoken to him in around a month now. I don’t know why. He’s rarely on MSN any more and when he is he doesn’t talk to me, and he never calls or texts anyway ‘cos that’s the way he is.

In this case, absence does not make the heart grow fonder. While I still think I like him, he’s not on my mind 24/7 like he was, so fuck it.

Today I found out that my sister is moving down to Poole in October, which, I must say, I’m not that pleased about because I thought me and her were really getting closer recently, but I guess it’s her life and she lives it for herself, not others. I think if I handle the move positively when the time comes, I will tick this goal off.

EDIT: What are the damned chances… he’s just started talking to me now. >.>

I think I am getting exceptionally close to ticking this goal off. In recent months my mood has been higher in general and I have been trying to see the positives in every situation. I feel happier and more confident in myself.

I have had downers, as we all do, and for a lot of this year, they have been intense but short-lived, and I feel refreshed after each one… tends to be that I bounce back in a hyperactive mood most often!

Part of me wants to believe that both the ups and the downs have been thanks to a certain male friend I have made this year, who I feel close to, moreso than he does me. But alas, I will keep in regular contact with him and see where it takes us.