stop cutting myself

i havent cut for a while
but yeah i do it to watch myself bleed to..i like the blood it gives me satisfaction. my friends have seen…they were really worried but when they asked me i completly blanked them out and changed the subject. i think im getting alot better tho, because of The Used and music and my best friends. everything seems to be getting slowly brighter

i think the main reason i cut myself, is because of my body i have reall really bad stretch marks and they make me feel so ugly, im not even that much overweight i just get them bad. they wont go away and i cant wear skirts, i feel hopeless with them :(