I have to admit...
2 years ago
I may as well just fucking give this up because its almost as if I never had any intentions of ever, ever EVER in my mind, giving…Him…up. I never even once thought about it. Sure, I may need the reminder in general from time to time…but really, I know who and what this is about, and I’ve failed, completely. I dont want to stop wanting him. Its been a year or more now. And I’ve never done anything inappropriate, not one bit…but maybe I wish I could.
