I’ve been dealing with this for seven years now and I wasn’t sure what was going on in me because I took alot of medication. Now I’m off most of it and replacing it with exercise and other stuff but most of the time I find myself loosing tract of which way I should go, from the smallest thing to the littlest thing. Everything gets soo confusing and scary and so I’m afriad to further myself in anything, and pick one thing to work on for a carrier. I guess I have alot of insecurities and still don’t know how to talk myself out of them. Sometimes too I don’t know when I’m being insecure around people and when it turns them away. I’m afriad I’ll never get married at this pace because I have never had a boyfriend or girlfriend for longer than a month. I just don’t know what to do with myself. I feel so socialy insecure most of the time I hate it. I just don’t know where to start.
