I make myself crazy.
2 months ago
I think I’m worse now than I ever have been. I over-analyze every interaction that I care about. And I over-analyze every decision I have to make until I am completely paralyzed by it and unable to choose one way or the other.
I don’t understand why I need constant reassurance that everything between us is ok. I feel like a self-confident person. But I feel lost and directionless at the same time.
I think just knowing what I wanted would solve most of my problems. If I knew what I wanted, I’d know where to start.
