Its such a pain in the arse.
I have to stress and obsess about which bikini will best minimize my pouchy stomach and why said stomach isnt smaller to begin with.
I try on and cast aside loads of them b4 i eventually settle on one and even that one i eventually grow discontent with.
What I especially hate about the beach is that it puts my body up to male scrutiny. Thats really the kicker. Cant stand it and i have a cruise in 3 weeks.
Hopefully i can shave a few pounds off.
:/
