Fall in love

I really do not believe that there’s true love in the world. Maybe around me i never found it.
i fell i am lost now. i don’t know where to go and what to do.
I don’t know what for i am living. i hate this feeling. If you can help me, now let me know it.Please.

Now i have a girl.but i don’t know whether i love her or not. I don’t know how to express my ideas. Just want tell myself, think about the love more. Just be sure you love her. Or give it up.More clearly!

today!I must tell myself that there is a girls i loved very much.but now i want she also love me!I hope that will succeed!

Cause there is no more love to receive from other, when i pay my love.

i really do not know how to chose. because of my fault, i have no power to do it.

I must know a girl who make me crazy. I get it. It is her. and now what is my action plan? who can teach me how to do if you are falled in love with a peason who you love?

what is my own anwser? I must give myself a minute. i should think about it.