loose 15 pounds

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i went the other day .. with 37 hours with out eating..which by the way made me lose like 2 lbs… then of course.. half way throught the second day..i fuck up.. and piged out on wheat thins.. yup.. wheat thins.. and cottage cheese.. like shit loads.. and then.. figured.. i already fucked it all up .. might as well go fuck it up even worse. this is how i think by the way .. went to Dariy Queen.. go a medium.. Blizzard.. with not just one flavor.. not i have to be a huge cow.. and get cookies and cream and .. kit kat.. ate the whole thing..gained.. my 2 lbs back, back in the 60’s …. regular chips and vinager…then the next day was doing good .. then half way through the day i think to my self.. who am i kidding.. i have always been fat… and i always will .. lets go make it worse.. .. and go to Mickey D’s.. and get a double Big Mac..with bacon.. and X tra big mac sause.. i anint even going on the scale today fuck.. it im cleaning all Mother fucking day.. cuz im fucking useless..i have been sitting here for like 4 dayz all by my self.. staring @ my dirty ass apartment.. and not cleaning it.. and i think a dirty house makes me depressed.. i might update later this is like my Motivation diary.. took that pic last night..nasty

Hey there
ya .. well i was wrong.. i did’nt weight myself in like a year so i was just guesstemating how much i weighted..yesterday i weighted like 162 now today i weight 160 witch im happy with.. for now.. i got a new diet plan all worked out .. my parents both lost a bunch of weight by like a professional.. and cost like 300$ ... they wernt fat in the first place.. but they are like 51 so .. i guess it’s good to be skinny.. so now i am 23.. and i am the fatest.. person in my family.. my brother is like 28 and. he is like in super in shape.. cuz he’s in the Army.. he’s like 140 around my height .. where only short people.. well im 5’5.. im 160 my dad is like 5’71/2 and he’d be like 150-55..fucker.. lol.. my mom’s like 4’11 and..114.. but she’s like 1 inch away from being a midget.. lol.. no no. i don’t know what that is really catagorized as..but whatever.ya so im going to to on a 2 day fast while my boyfriend is not around … then after that after my stomche.. is pritty much as small as it can get.. and it won’t take me much to get full. i will eat.. better.. no.. fucking fast food..i have a choice to eat it or not.. but.. it’s hard to say no to temptation.. and all the money i put into buying fast food.. we could be spending that money on .. healthy .. good nutritious.. food.. that was ment to be eaten.. check back when i need thinspo.. i like to rant and this helps .. me.. i think ..it’s like on on-line diary.. that no one knows me.. and i can speak freelee.. and not be judged..ya.. well i can’t spell that good im 23 and have graduated from collage beleive it or not.. lol

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OHH my..i have not done this in forever.. i used to have an account here like 2 years ago.. and it’s helped me a lot.. but this time when i went to search for it.. for some reason i thought it was 23 things.com…Meh.. whatever @ least i made it here.. well i need to loose weight .. im 5’5 and 160 and am overweight.. and lazy. i need to eat better move more.. and take diet pills ..