Be optimistic

I somewhat realize that I have negative outlook or that I’m mostly down in the dumps because of the things I keep feeding my mind, the media, the music, etc, etc. All the minor melodies, all the low light setting, it’s like I like sitting in the dark, even with my speech, sometimes its all gray. So, I am deciding that I will filter those thing out and fill it with more upbeat, major keys, sun shines and bright lights, smiles and directness. No more shades of gray.

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I really have to let go of some things in order to be happy.

one of those thing is a lady I fell in love with because of her face, her smile, her soul, her words and her thought that I encounter in a blog. It ridiculous because she doesn’t care a bit about me at all, and I’m just so hard headed about it. Its stupid, foolish, and it making me pessimistic and all sort of negative emotions.

I wish to get rid of this stupidity and be happy once again.

I would like to be optimistic or upbeat because its a positive and healthy mindset.

I still have negative thoughts and habits but hopefully by becoming aware of this negative mindset and having a desire to change will help me to achieve this goal.