be happy

It’s easy to figure out what doesn’t make you happy. It’s a lot harder to figure out what does…

I’m re-discovering who I am, what really makes me tick, and in the process I’m finding that I’m ok with me. I’m doing things, trying things, meeting people, learning that I like who I am, and in the process I’m beginning to discover what makes me happy… which makes me happy…

2289 people want to be happy. It seems like such a simple thing.

Today, while it doesn’t sound like a very manly thing to do, I came home from work to an empty apartment and cried.

I’m sure that I’ll get past it, get through it, be better for it, and be happier in the end – but right now – happiness seems like a faint memory – like an unacheivable dream – like a lie that teases and torments me.

I did all the things that led me here on my own, in search of, in pursuit of happiness and it’s never felt so far away…