fearlessly live the life I want to live, be who I truly want to be, welcome change, unleash my inner, creative, adventurous, warrior self, and have no apologies for it, whatsoever, to anyone

there is so many things i want to do, i have a long list and people say some things on my list are stupid and some say some things i wont be able to do but im gaining that confidence in myself to believe that no one determines my destiny but me and ultimately god has the last say in everything anyway so why should i allow wat people say stop me from doing the things that i want to do
the only thing i will factor in my decision making is how it will affect my son so he is the only person i will allow to determine wat i do but even that i still believe that god will not steer me wrong if i put him first…so in the end i will start to live my life the way i want

its not that im afraid of living life i just dont know what living really is..i havent had a easy life by any means but i didnt have a rough life either. the only thing is im still trying to figure out who i really want to be..when i was younger i knew but now im not so sure. so i guess my first step should be figuring out where i wana go in life