move on

My new life in London is beginning and the moving on is happening. Not quite as quickly as I might prefer, but I keep reminding myself I should be more patient and it’ll all sort itself out in the end. I still spend too much time on Facebook regretting certain things in the past, but life’s too short to go on regretting and I’m hoping to just make a break with the past and enjoy my fresh new start.

I’ve had a really long conversation with a loved one about some of the past, a little present and the tiniest bit of future… it’s cleared some things up I hope, but I’m still not sure about the moving on thing. I get so trapped in the now and flailing around trying to get my bearings that I can’t see the bigger picture all the time. I don’t know, I just want to be happy. Taking it day by day is all well and good but I’m an impatient type and I want it all now!

Oh well, time heals all wounds, right? So I just need to wait and it’ll all be ok in the end… I hope.

This one isn’t going so well. I’ve been a little stuck these last few days, not moving anywhere at all really, let alone forward. But I’ve clarified some things that needed clarifying with a few people who might have held me back slightly, and I hope soon I’ll have that motivation again to get myself back on track.. Job interview tomorrow, I’ve really no choice!! xx

Quite a lot has happened since I last updated this thing, but suffice to say, the moving on thing isn’t going quite to plan. I mean it is, and it isn’t.. I’ve changed my mind about London, at least for now – it’s just too expensive on a graduate salary, so I’m going to leave it for a while, that’s if I ever end up there at all. My priorities keep shifting, it’s like I can’t decide whether I just want a nice life somewhere or if I want to do the high flying city life thing.. So we’ll see, but I am moving on, if in a rather different direction than I first thought.

It’s hard to describe what I mean when I say I want to move on.. There’s a lot to move on from. Past relationships, places, responsibilities..

Well, looking at it this way – I’m young, free, single, with good job prospects and supportive friends. Moving on and up! Come on London, come on new experiences, come on all life has to throw at me!!