I think that maybe the last person that we all forget to forgive, is ourselves. We can forgive everybody else, but the one person who has hurt us the most is the very person who is hurting. So, it’s hard.
I think that I need to forgive myself for alot of things. Self loathing, being my primary reason. Another reason is that I have held out for something better, everytime I was presented with an opportunity. But nothing better ever came along, so I hated the fact that I did that and missed out on something great. I learned to not do that anymore, which is kind of the reason I am making a life’s to do list.
I have screwed up majorly in the past, and though I have pologized to the people around me, forgiven the people who have wronged me, I never confronted myself.
So… I’m sorry. And I forgive me.
