Trauma_Junkie is doing 40 things including…

fall in love with someone who loves me too

390 cheers |

Trauma_Junkie has written 32 entries about this goal

What is it about me  — 1 day ago

that attracts Overweight, obese men to me. Now, I have a lot of friends who are overweight etc, but I really don’t get it. When I am not working, I run, swim or work out….I have not seen a movie since june 2007, I don’t really like to eat out. I don’t have a desire to reform anyone etc either, so what on earth would I have in common with these men? (Admittedly I am not a deep person, I run eat, sleep, work.)
and I gave him my number because I couldn’t think of any way to say no nicely. Insane.
I’d love to go out just for fun, but people never seem to function on a just for fun basis. I know I really don’t.
Now, I have a stomach ache.
I have my eye on two other men right now.

Jul 04, 05:45PM PDT 6 cheers | 4 comments

THe other day  — 2 weeks ago

during my Mega long session regarding food, the Doctor asked me if I wanted to be in love again. I thought it was odd. He didnt ask if I wanted to be in a relationship, or get married or anything, just if I wanted to be in love.
Interesting question. I am not sure. In theory it sounds nice, but the reality is usually a little different. I’m keeping the goal, but it may be futile, as people tend to want to hook up with people who don’t have messy lives.

Jun 20, 01:47PM PDT 10 cheers | 9 comments

SO now  — 4 months ago

Marathon Man seems to have been pulling my leg a bit,and wants to set me up with his friends. A friend of mine says its like saying, “Gee this coat doesn’t quite suits me, so i’ll give it to one of my friends.” Being the coat doesn’t feel very nice at all.

Mar 01, 06:47AM PST 2 cheers | 8 comments

Well  — 4 months ago

I have decided that I am definitely NOT falling in love. more like being highly irritated and stressed.

But we’ll see. things can always change.

Feb 27, 10:23AM PST 8 cheers | 26 comments

Lack of contact  — 4 months ago

When there was supposed to be a conversation has gotten me all upset. Stomach hurts, nauseous, feeling inallaspect,simply physically ill. While I am awaiting to see how it all pans out, I am also flogging myself. WHile I get this isn’t really easy for everyone, it does seem particularly difficult for me…
Perhaps I should care less, but then that usually leads to….
Blech. Sad.

Feb 25, 10:05AM PST 7 cheers | 8 comments

Making some small progress  — 4 months ago

at least. We chat on the phone for long periods of time. We still seem to like each other. He is nervous, I am nervous. I want to lose weight, which is ridiculous…but since I was already doing it I think I’ll continue…
Up in the clouds now.

Feb 19, 08:38AM PST 5 cheers | 1 comment

Another interesting  — 1 year ago

conversation last night. God talk. Seems we are more compatible than I would have imagined.

More photos sent. Now, feeling anxious awaiting a response.

I hate these things, but yet, i sort of crave it anyway.

Jun 18, 2007, 10:33AM PDT 9 cheers | 10 comments

hmmmmm  — 1 year ago

More telephone.
tentative plans to take a contract where he lives in the future to see how things work out.

similar views of food, training, religion,dogs, dancing (he says I will not force you to dance :))

worried now because of course this is all in virtual reality. Not sure how it is going to translate into real reality.

But I know I am falling because I get sad when he doesn’t call, and when things go right, he’s the first person I want to tell.
Plus, he’s capable of running a full marathon and returning to pace my last 5-10 miles…on the same course same day… I mean, whats better than that?
but the question still is there, real life…? WHat happens in real life.

Jun 15, 2007, 02:23PM PDT 9 cheers | 21 comments

A few more  — 1 year ago

telephone conversations. Enjoyable. I worry alot about these things. But for the moment, it’s alright…
:)

Jun 11, 2007, 07:14PM PDT 3 cheers | 1 comment

phone conversation  — 1 year ago

today….a bit earlier than I expected. it was a little awkward, as conversations can be.

But overall, I enjoyed it. We will see what else occurs…going to take this very slowly.

Maybe, just maybe. Maybe not.

May 31, 2007, 02:15PM PDT 9 cheers | 1 comment

Trauma_Junkie has gotten 390 cheers on this goal.