be a success

Success is an attitude or a perception, but a deeply ingrained one and we each have own ideals.
For a long time, I have failed to live up to my own expectations.

I am now becoming more satisfied with my own accomplishments in life and who I am as a person.
I think this is success, I am starting to feel successful.

I feel more successful and I can see the path ahead to improve my skills.

I feel so much better about this, I feel like I am a suceeding and can handle the changelles of my job easily, even if it is still a lot of work.

I must work harder

I have made mistakes in the past
I am choosing to make different choices now, to lead to different conclusions
I hope I can forgive myself for my past mistakes,
I do tend to be a perfectionist, which can be a problem
I believe I can be a success

Today I feel happy, confident & satisfied with my job, it’s a good feeling to have

5 weeks now, last week just flashed by-
I am learning about individual differences, their strengths & weaknesses and trying to address these issues,
The system here is really demanding
I want my students to succeed,

I want to be on top and feeling really good about my new job within the next four weeks
I want to put in the effort and a whole heap of extra hours now to really succeed at this position

So I have a nice new job for a little while & I am learning about how everything works & the routines work & well everything you need to know and do
Then someone leaves abruptly with no notice because of the workload and I take over their job as well as mine, so now my workload is insane and I am working 12 hour days to get it all done and meet all these deadlines. I would have to work more than 12 hours to be successful, but more than 12 hours isn’t good for my life,
It’s difficult to pick up where the last person was up to or
what they were doing at all sometimes
I just wanted to have a whinge
I know I can do this job and it well, I just need to get it all together somehow

At the moment this goal is to feel more succesful in my job, I am learning to live in a new culture and dealing with the demands of a new job, I have good days and bad days, I want to be a success in my new role and feel confident and happy