stop masturbating

I’m still doing really well and a lot has been changing in my life both with this goal and in many other areas of my life and I’m so overwhelmed and grateful for it. For those of you that I haven’t spoken to recently over PM I’m not dead, just busy, lol. Even if there are times when my schedule is too packed to hang out on 43things feel free to PM me anytime and I’ll get the message through my email :) God bless you guys! Hope you all have a great day! :)

Feeling better and I’ll be super busy today- as we all know, busy is GOOD. God bless talk to you all soon :)

A couple days ago, I had climaxed without touching and then ended up touching afterwards. It seems like after the no touching thing happens it puts my mind in a totally different state and I’m more likely to give in. The part that gets me the most is that God had recently shown me an effective “way out” which I had been looking for a long time but I just didn’t take it this time which I am mad at myself for. I got worn down and lost my motivation to do the right thing- it’s as simple as that. But I have since made my peace with God and today has been a very blessed day :) I need to remember that God showed me the way out for a reason, and it isn’t so I’ll ignore it when I need it the most! May God help us all to do better in our next trial! :)

I feel sick and it’s causing me extra temptations too, on top of it. All I want to do is sleep and I’ve hardly eaten :/ This week started out so promising! Hopefully I’ll be better tomorrow but I’ll let you know. Now I just need to rest and drink lots of fluids…

Just checking in… not a lot of temptation, worked a lot this weekend and I am sooo tired I just crashed for at least two hours this afternoon! Oh well, now that “I’m alive” Me and my bf are heading out for a party which hopefully, should be fun :) See you guys tomorrow.. stay strong :)

Well, we’ve been putting it off and can’t any longer… I have to help a friend move A LOT of stuff tonight so he can meet with the landlord this weekend to get the down deposit. So I guess that will be a long, fun evening, lol. Oh well, hope you guys are having more fun on a Friday night than I am! :)

Grrr… they had locked me out of my account here for some reason- so annoying! Well, I’m glad I’m back!!! Have a great day guys :)

Just stopping in to say Hi, everyone! I have A LOT of work to get done but just wanted to say God bless and I hope you have a really great day :) By the way, anyone who has PM’d me I will have to get back to you tomorrow since SO MUCH is going on today. I also am supposed to be going out tonight with my bf… if I get all my work done- ok maybe even if I don’t, haha. TTYL :)

What a week! lot’s of services to do and I am exhausted but happy :) Anyway, just wanted to say I’m still doing well and I hope you are too… God bless and have a Happy Easter tomorrow! :)

Hi everybody! Temptations are there but I’m just taking everything in stride… a lot is changing for the better and I’m just trying to take it all in. God bless! I am praying for you :)