Dropping the weight of posessions — 1 year ago
For years I have used things , having things as a way to insulate myself from feeling.
The casual amusement and distraction of shopping second hand was way beyond any personal need for economy. It was a drug, to get me out of feeling anxious, or to buy something that would make me more attractive to other people.
I ended up being all dressed up with no where to go, because I was afraid to reach out to others, and be a true friend… Lets do lunch some time…
Mouthing the idea of helping, and not showing up.
Now I am ready to unburden myself of things, and make room more room for people. Extend myself.
Care, love, empathise, support like never before.
