i actually have mixed feelings abt this..
on one hand, i think its high time i become more of a ‘people person’ or at least try to mingle around n talk small talk with people rather than occupy the dusty corner minding my own business n wishing i was back in the comfort of my own room..
on the other hand tho, i find socialising such a superficial thing somehow.. all those fake smiles n laughter, seeming as if u are actually truly extremely interested in what Mr X does for a living, or what Miss Y likes to do in her free time.. i prefer to open my mouth when i have sth good to say, n not say nethin at all if its jus bull small talk.. socialising is such a bother..
so yeah, people sometimes call me ‘snobbish’, ‘posh’ or ‘antisocial’ behind my back just becoz i cant be bothered with all these friendly acting.. i’d sometimes justify it by thinking to myself, its better to have a few true friends who actually stay, rather than a million acquaintances..
i dunno =/.. behhh…
