TO GET AN INTERNSHIP IN LONDON

is that what it is going to come to!!!!!!!!!!! i am begging anyone now… PLEASE give me an internship!!!!!! I am starting to freak out… i have a visa… i need to buy my plane ticket soon.. what the hell what am i going to do .. i need this internship to graduate… so this is not a funny situation…i want to like shake the people.. i want to be like i have tons of work OFFICE work even experience… just give me a freaking job…... i will work for free! haha maybe i could be a hooker!... i wonder if that would work for my internship. that is retail right… i am selling something!

I am soo stressed out lately (about this stupid internship). Believe it or not my dad did hook me up with one from the beginning…...however it wasn’t what i ideally wanted. But I was thinking about it… i am 22 I really can’t be soo idealistic to think i can get exactly what I want. And plus i might learn something. The place is located in London yay! It is a ticketing software company. They sell software. I wouldn’t mind doing that. I could learn alot. I like B2B kinda things. Anyways, they said so long ago (like 4 months).... that i could intern there this summer…..i hope they still want me… hahah now i will stress about this… great.

My dad came up with this really great thing…swswswn…. it mean some will, some won’t, so what, next….that is the theory that i am going on now. I just need an INTERNSHIP here people…. I am really really qualified. I have already had a great internship, 2 office jobs, and started my own freelance company… and traveled abroad 2 times…. all in 3.5 years!!! So to take my dad’s advice i just gotta keep trying… I have been searching for 4 months now… and only have 2 interviews. I am just scared to go over there with out an internship. I am fine with working there until i get one. But i would so much rather know and have a normal plan. Oh well i just will keep sending out the ol’ CVs (as the brits call them)!

I have to have an internship to graduate… and I have sent out 25 CVs…aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…... i have gotten some replys… and I am way qualified…time is running out 10 weeks until my plane take off…..I love u london… NOW GIVE ME A INTERNSHIP!