i’m realizing more and more that that trite saying about how you have to love yourself before you can really step outside of that and love others is so true.
And sometimes i really really love myself. not in an arrogant way. just in a way that acknowledges that i’m not perfect, but honors that i really am on my path, doing my best…
but…
I still have a strong enough dose of self loathing that i think a relationship of this caliber would be borderline unhealthy
