get over him

but, it seems my heart just won’t let go…I hate that…thing is I am addicted to love I believe…addicted to the need of loving and being loved…anyone else feel this way? Its been 2 months gone by now and its still so very hard…I actually went and visited him last weekend on a “friends hang out” status…sigh I so enjoyed being around him again…and I think I only made it harder to get over him…sometimes I think I want to and then at other times I think about all the good times we had together…I really wish things would work out for the best…even when sometimes the best isnt what I want at the moment(have learned that from the past) I just don’t want to get hurt again by him being gone again if we did get back together ya know…well, thats my lil 2 bits today…Peace and happiness to us all, Venus