Being, not becoming, and it sparked a moment of introspection.
i never considered myself a spiritual person. i spent my life denying that there is a basis for a spiritual element in my life. In anyone’s life. i always felt i was a complete person, not wanting another person or a greater being to feel whole. But in retrospect, i can see that i always felt a need for something greater. A need i could scarcely acknowledge.
And then i met Her. She is the perfect complement to every facet of who i am, who i want to become. By demanding and accepting my surrender to Her, She completes me, and i Her. Although W/we exist 3,000 miles apart, O/our connection is so strong W/we marvel at the seeming impossibility of it all while accepting it all for the gift that it is. It is magic.
And it is real. The thoughts shared at the exact same moment, the feelings mirrored across the expanse of a continent, the needs and desires that tortured U/us as individuals but that bond U/us as Mistress and servant, are real. This connection W/we share is a connection of spirits. Drawn together by electrons that shimmer in the ether, held together by spiritual magnetism, W/we are uncertain of O/our destination but W/we cannot doubt O/our destiny.
People seek spiritual fulfillment from many sources, using a host of methods to conduct their search. i am not saying anyone source or method is right or wrong for any one person. But i know now, personally, that spiritual fulfillment is possible through surrender. i cannot tell another to whom one should surrender, or from whom one should accept surrender. But i feel certain that without surrender in the mix, there can be no fulfillment.
