Oh, I do.

an Oprah Book-of-the-Month Club Special Edition dust jacket

:P

Satanic Message of the Day, or both. Take your pick.

Is this some relic of the past?! Has this been purchased at a garage sale after being hoarded in some dusty basement for 40 years?!! NO ! No it has NOT !! The expiration date is 2013 !!! Thank god the apocalypse is nigh. And this is just one of the signs.

(you know, that would be a pretty funny word-a-day calendar, though, am I right?)

Oh, okay, in case you´re not so practiced at backwards-masking, the ad reads, “Rinso! Used by more women than any other washday soap in the world!” Then the fine print informs you that this is an ad from a 1930s Rinso box. Well, um, yeah, except that now it´s also an ad on a 2010 Rinso box.

eye. roll.

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Oscar Wilde, bless his immortal heart

“To venture causes anxiety. Not to venture is to lose oneself.”
- Kierkegaard

and weirdly transcendent experience yesterday involving Patti Smith and Diet Coke. I think it was my first Diet Coke of the year. I was up until 3am. (well, sure, I also had some coffee…and some more coffee….but that was before dark….....)

I felt really invincible, but in a kind of normal kind of way. That was probably mainly the influence of Patti Smith.

For a little while my whole environment seemed sunk into some really clear glass. That was probably way too much caffeine for one day.

_{complete regression to adolescence? check…}

Need to kick this up a notch. My ass has been dragging a bit. Post-holiday blues or persistent gut bacterium or both, I don´t care. Blahs need to be gone! I have stuff that needs to get done so I can get on to doing other stuff.

this goal is getting on like gangbusters : )

now if I could only make some money at it ; )

I did beat the stock market a couple of days :P
...is that who I am? hehehe

“All progress depends on the unreasonable man. The reasonable man adapts himself to the world. The unreasonable man persists in trying to adapt the world to himself.”
- George Bernard Shaw

I woke up very early this morning and remembered who I was.

_{Unfortunately, who I’ve become wanted to go back to sleep, and did.}