change

...that is a huge change. I feel more independent.

My first step on the long walk of change was a bit superficial. I got a new hairstyle and I went shopping. To change my appearance is easier and faster than changing mentally, these needs more time. Your appearance always shows your attidude. You don’t get a second chance at a first impression. But I am also working to realize my imaginations. Well, I have started learning french (<—is this the right tense??? I don’t know). I wanted to learn it for so long and now it’s in progress. I am more out-going and every day I meet new people. At art college everything is so inspiring, everywhere are creative people and I learn about things I have never heard of. I wandering around with child eyes and I don’t know what’s coming next. I let things slide. But when it arrives me I will take it and use it worthy and brave.

I want to change my life into one I love to live. I have so much wishes and ideas but I need to have courage to be ative and pratice it. I need to be more spontanous and self-confident. First step of my change will be my move from home and the beginning of my university time. I’m a bit frightend but mostly I’m very happy and excited. What will future give to me?!?