Make more out of each day.

I have started a new job!! Now I feel like I have some sort of sync to each day. And I am doing something that I love, I am a cook at an italian rest. here in town. I love that it is family owned, and the owner has given me creative control over the desserts!!! I am so excited & tierd, it’s been so long since I’ve had to wake up early 6 days a week. Now each day I get a little more creative & yearn to learn more and more about my job & passion in life.

I don’t really understand that saying, but it seems to fit. I don’t really feel like I do anything. I mean all day I just play with my baby & clean my apt, and I don’t clean everyday. There has to be more to life than this. I don’t think I was cut out to be a stay at home mom. I need interaction with something & someone more than a computer screen, and an 11 month old. My love isn’t much help, he’s kind of like a cave man, I try and talk to him- but rarely get more than a grunt and head scratch from him.