I have been in Love with the same man for 20yrs now. In that time I have loved other people but was not “IN Love” with them. My love for John has changed me, some in good ways, some in bad ways. But it has been a strangely wonderful journey.
Now I find once again I am need of a magical love, but is that possible? I have never known anyone with a love like John and mine. Will I ever find someone who loves me as intensely as John has? Someone who I can love with a spiritual love as with John? Is it possible?

