complain less

Yesterday was bad. I complained alot. It was quite a few things that add to one thing. Lets just say it was related to no one taking responsibility for themselves anymore. Everyone wants (and is getting) a bailout—I am not taking banks either just family & regular people. It makes me wonder why I even bother to “do the right thing”.

Could it be because I am finally accepting of my life as it is and taking responsibility of making it what I want it to be?

I went to a dinner party yesterday. Whenever the conversation came around to me I found it hard not to make a statement soaked with sarcasm. I am a sarcatic pain—sometimes it can be funny other times it can seem like I am secrectly being negative/complaining. I have to work on this. I am quiting cold turkey. It is too much of a crutch.