I dont have a problem dating guys but unfortunatly they turn not to be i am looking for. I was told by friends that i am a little picky while i agree that the special one has to be special i would not say i am picky i know i am not perfect and i dont expect any one to be so.
Every time when i go out with a guy every thing will be great at the start but after the first date i ask my self do i see a strong wonderful future with this person? i usually get negative answer specially as time goes by and i get to know him better. its when i look in to the bigger picture that i realise that he is really a very good date/boyfriend but for now only. So i decided I wont wast either of our times and i look for someone special. I wont date guys out of fearing singlehood or worring i am a lone. i will spend more time with friends and if is with a guy it will be with someone special.
