find someone

I’m very nice and thoughtful, but I’m always at odd with the functions of society and commonly held values, and this makes it really hard for me to relate well to typical people. Truthfully, I can not find aaanyone who I can relate to at all. There is only one thing that I want to accomplish in life, and that is to find a suitably attractive girl who I can relate with mutually. Do you know what it is like to not have a single close friend, when it is literally the only thing that you want in life, and also, to have what looks like a very slim chance of finding it ever. Let’s just say I lack motivation.