Young_Ceez in New York City is doing 5 things including…

fall out of love


 

Young_Ceez has written 2 entries about this goal

U have 2 convince urself ur thru ...

I thought this person was my life. i wanted 2 give them the world but as time passed someone else came into play and not only did they love me, they loved me first. Time continued 2 pass by and i wanted the one i was in love wit less and less until one day i didnt want them at all, true love will never cease but it can fade. also remember that love isnt a one way street, if they cant love u like u love them, itz not gonna work. and dont try 2 convince yourself that you have enough love for the both of you because honestly and truly you’ll get 2 times da heartbreak. if anyone wantz 2 talk or needz help im on aim Ceez218, Myspace.com/dayoungbutflyceez and msn c.keteku



Why i need 2 fall out of love

this is kinda diffent from the other situations up

Here’s my situation:

I started talking to this girl a couple of months back. I knew she was already in a relationship but I kept on associating with her in hopes that if her relationship ever started to fall apart I’d be the one she’d turn 2. After a couple of months she told me that she liked me to but I didn’t expect ne thing serious because she was in a situation. As time passed what seemed to be like turned into something deeper and what was thought to be just butterflies ended up being love. I truly do love her. I’d give the world for her; as a matter of fact I’d give my life for her. One of the things that bother me the most is the fact that I don’t know whether to be happy because she’s “Happy” or to be sad because I’m not the one making her smile. I just want her to be appreciated for all that she does and all that she is. She doesn’t deserve to be cheated on, messed around on or lied to, she deserves to be loved, treated right and highly respected. She doesn’t deserve to wait for hours on end, she deserves 2 be waited on and told that she is loved in the midst of the moment because 2morrow isn’t promised. I’d be fine as long as the person she was with met these qualifications and met her needs. I do admit that it would hurt to know that I wasn’t the one she thought of constantly or the one that would be there on those special nights like prom. I can only dream of seeing her as she walks out her house and I look at her in awe of her beauty. I just know that that would the one of the moments that I’d really cherish because I’d realize that I had a diamond, priceless and so symbolic of what true love was to me. But you know what? It’s like I said before, she means the world to me. Every night I pray 4 her happiness, even if her vision of happiness doesn’t include me. Love forces you make big decisions and sometimes the choices you end up making aren’t what you think you’d do. I guess that’s what true love is. It’s caring about someone else so much that you put yourself second to their needs. I told all of you how I feel, I wish that I could tell her. I just don’t know how letting her know this would change us.



 

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