Be a better friend

Sometimes people can say such hurtful words, a friendship, trust, broken by something soo insignificant, something soo trivial, humanity can be very funny in such a cruel way sometimes

The easiest thing to do is to just make them wrong, make urself a victim, and ignore them, cut the ties. Why f*ing bother ey.

Why is it soo hard to forgive, to let go, even though you were wronged, why is it soo hard to become a bigger person. It drains a lot of energy doing this. God help me with this one.

i want to forgive, i want to let go, but there is pain within me, there is hurt.

I choose to forgive because i choose to forgive. Period :p

Each time I feel hatred, the more forgiving I will feel (repeat a million times in head lol)

Underneath the skin, are soals, all connected

All for the Beloved

All i do is listen to shit and crap that are happening in their lives. I guess if this is what it takes to be a better friend, I will always be there for them. In the end, its not about me, no matter how self centered i would like to be. Its ironic that when you can see someone else smile, their happyness makes you happy. Starting to beleive more that we are all one soul, it makes more sense now. wish i could do more to each one of them. I will try my best :)