leave dirty dishes in the sink, not make the bed, leave towels on the floor. Why? Because I drive my husband crazy cleaning up all the time. After 14 years he says he’s starting to clean up too which is totally unlike him and I think he’s worried about it.
This is a serious disorder in that I get the shakes if things are not put back in their proper place. I kid you not. If the scissors are not in the drawer where they are supposed to be it makes me anxious. I have scissors in almost every room of the house. Could that be another disorder? Scissors fixation? I just like to know that there are scissors handy when I need them and I always seem to need them! Don’t you?
Anyway, if I could just let go and let things be messy I’m sure I wouldn’t be such a mess (ha ha). It’s just that when things are messy I go insane! I go into a cleaning frenzy. Does anyone else have this problem? I also go into cleaning frenzies when I am very stressed out. It relaxes me to clean things up, like I’m able to control my surroundings.
So, not sure if I want to stop or not stop, just know it doesn’t seem healthy.