This goal isn’t going that well. I know what my dreams are (some of them are on my 43T list), but somehow I cannot seem to make them happen. Eventhough most of them aren’t that difficult! Some cost money (what doesn’t ;)), but even when I have the money there is something holding me back. Maybe fear of change? I’ve had 43T for almost a year now and I’ve completed 15 goals, of which most are fairly easy, like dye my hair …. (insert random crazy colour here) and getting a yearcard for the zoo. I’m happy I did them, but I would have done them anyway. The only thing I’m happy about is that I learnt the basics of surfing. I wanted it for such a long time and I finally did it. It felt great and I want to learn more about it! So why can’t I take the step with other goals of mine, such as learning to dance and sing.
I feel pretty restless inside, I realy want to complete other goals of mine, live my dreams. Right now I feel like I have to take action NOW. I’ve been postponing a lot of my dreams for later, but I also live here in the present, why wait? I might be moving in three months, so some goals aren’t exactly right for the moment (like the learn to sing/dance ones), but dreams like skydiving in a vertical windtunnel can be done very well. I guess I should just follow my heart and live my dreams! Don’t postpone!
